Total Eclipse of the Heart;

~~Saturday, February 28, 2009~~

1:41 AM

Haizz people...Later going to my grandmother's house. Need to bathe soon. Now currently posting about yesterday and today. Yesterday one I just posted. Now talk about today. Hmm....What happened today? Actually, nothing interesting happened today. Hopefully later have. Later gong my grandmother's house. YIPEE! Can get to play with my cousins. They not as boring as my friends. No offence. Not all my friends are boring la...Maybe those bad ones are. -.-" I miss my old friends. Miss you guys! T_T (I feel that its a little bit disgusting saying this lah...But I still feel like saying.) Gotta go bathe soon. Need to rush to my grandmother's house by 6 caz later have Sun Wukong! WOOHOO!!! Miss watching that show so much. Anyway, bye! Gotta go shower! ^^

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1:21 AM

Yo! Yesterday I had band practice. Haiz...I think I'm improving but they want us to blow like siao. Its not impossible to play the whole B-flat Major. But its extremely difficult when you had to change your fingering from A to B. And Xin Hui yesterday never go for band practice caz she had inter-class games. So good lor! T_T Don't need to go. When we got our instruments out, I practiced the "Mary had a little lamb" first. I still remember! PHEW!!! Then I tried to blow the song I know how to play on piano. Haiz...I love it. After that, the senior wanted us to learn the tune or whatever. And in the end, he never test us. He said he was going to test us but instead, he tested something else. xp Then he asked us to bring our instruments home but I don't want to so I secretly put it back. Very ma fan leh! If bring home need to bring back again! I then don't want ah! Then when I go back to the AVA room to take my bag, I realised that the door was locked. I pushed so hard against it but it didn't open. Then I tried another door. Also cannot! Then I ran upstairs to tell Joey and Jia Qing. After that the senior overheard our conversation and went to check it out. Then I pushed. Still cannot. The senior tried and the door immediately open. At that moment, I thought I was gonna get into trouble and I almost want to smash the door for bluffing me. Stupid door! >:( Then I get my bag and immediately ran home and Jia Qing and Joey stayed behind. Haiz...So pai seh man! I hate the AVA room. Especially the door...

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~~Friday, February 27, 2009~~

5:16 AM

Howdy! ^^ Yesterday we had SFL lessons and it was damn boring. Keep on talking about the differences between LOVE and INFATUATION. Kind of disgusting...makes my goosebumps all stand up...Then the teacher let us listen to a song called INFATUATION by Jonas Brothers. It's quite nice to listen although its only my first time listening to it. Anyway, its so boring I almost fell asleep. We even had to do the worksheet. Haizz....*Yawnz..* Thinking of yesterday makes me feel so tired that I want to sleep. Cya, post later~

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~~Thursday, February 26, 2009~~

4:32 AM

Hi people. Yesterday I had band practice. As usual, it was extremely tiring. Feeling so stressed after that caz yesterday have quite alot of homework. Firstly, Jia Qing came back to school after her fever and after school, she said that she's not feeling well. So we waited for the Band master to come so that she can tell her that she would like to go home. Then Xin Hui and I went to take our instruments and we started practicing. I learnt 3 new songs but I can only remember one. I think it goes like this:

EDCD EEE DDD EGG EDCD EEE DDED C

Quite alot of notes. This song has the most notes but easiest to remember. Caz it has the tune of "Mary had a little lamb" while the others I've never heard before. Anyway, after that, when we went back to the band room, we had to stand in rows like we were marching. Then the band seniors punished some people who are our seniors too and Joel got involved. I see him like cannot do like that and his hands were like wobbling. Then when he got up he told dunno-who that his arms very pain. Poor seniors! And one Secondary One boy got punished by that fierce Secondary 5 guy I've always talked about. He damn scary lor! T_T So good tomorrow Xin Hui don't need go for band practice caz she has badminton tournament. Good luck to her and Faith Tay. And those who are going too. Jiayous 1E2!!! Anyway, that secondary one boy got punished caz he blew the trumpet into one of our seniors ears. That senior already JC but come back to teach us. So good! Anyway, the seniors told us that the trumpet can make people deaf and cannot blow directly into other people's ears. Haiz...although he very poor thing, serves him right anyway. Ok, I'll stop here. Quite tired already...I hope tomorrow band will be better. T_T Xin Hui not coming...BOO! So bored...ZZzzzz........

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4:22 AM

Bonjour peepsies! =D I very long never post le...I know, don't need to remind me. =) Caz of all the homework. Kai Jun told me that she now like kinda don't like Secondary School life le. I feel the same. I from the starting already don't like.

Everything seems to be starting anew. Starting anew is very tiring especially when you can't forget the old. But now matter how tiring, I don't wanna forget the old. I love old things. They give me many wonderful memories. The positive ones. Kinda stress now...Can't open my eyes any longer and I think I'm gonna die this time.

Anyway, where did I stop? Maybe later I'll go check. By the way, just now Sandhya almost wanna pick a fight with me. Caz when I walk into the classroom, I saw her kinda like pulling Xin Hui and Faith Tay away. She ask them to stop playing. -.-" None of her business...Anyway, I saw that Xin Hui and Faith like quite irritated so I wanted to help them. When I walk past her, I just poked her "gently". Then I faster walk to my seat and sat down. Then later she came to look for me and say "You wanna fight ar?" Then she walk away. -.-" Then I saw Xin Hui and Faith Tay laughing. Lol! Those two girls look like best friends. They very cute man! ^^ Okok, enough of this. I think I'll move on to the next post. Cya!~

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~~Tuesday, February 24, 2009~~

6:56 AM

Hi all. Know what? My maid went back to indonesia on Monday. My mother said that she didn't want to hire any more maid. T_T I'm gonna miss my old maid...Although we communicate lesser then my previous maid, I'm still gonna miss her. I miss all my maids. They're like my overseas friends. Now need to be independent le...Not that I last time not independent la..-.-" Now need to fetch my brother on some days. Everytime is I come back first unless I have CCA and she doesn't. Haiz...I so poor thing...And you know what? Monday was the very very FIRST time I stayed at home alone for SO LONG. Until I went to fetch my brother. Haiz...tomorrow have band so cannot fetch brother. Nvm...I very late come home leh tomorrow...At least can take bus with Xin Hui. ^^ Bye all!~

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~~Monday, February 23, 2009~~

2:52 AM

Hi ho! Fee Fie Fo Fum! ^^ Saturday I went to my Grandmother's house again. We celebrated my cousin, Amanda's birthday. Happy birthday to her! Today is her actual birthday. Its been one year since that unfortunate accident took place. It took place on 23rd February 2008 last year. And I can't forget that incident. If you want to know about it, you should see my very very 1st blog. The one about my cousin's eye bleed one...I don't wanna talk about it caz its the very first time I encountered such shock. But theres one more time when I thought my brother went missing and I looked all over the place like mad but still couldn't find him. AT that time, I felt like dying caz if he wasn't safe and sound, I would be blame. Thank god Singaporeans are helpful souls. Some, not all. Thank you so much! ^^ Anyway, back to my Grandmother's house. We went there as usual to play basketball. Now, every Saturday and Sunday channel 55 and 255 have my favourtie childhood show. Sun Wukong! ^^

I long time never watch le!~ Finally can get to watch again. I watch like about 3-5 times le. Anyway, after playing basketball, we cut the cake to celebrate my cousin's birthday. I gave her the star keychain I made. Hope she likes it. =D Then after that we ate cake and durian then watched Death Note. Finally, we went home. Haizz...What a tired day!~ ^^ Now going to watch TV. Cya later! Bye! =D

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2:28 AM

Howdy!~ Opps! I forgot to post about what we did during SFL lessons last Thursday and instead, I skipped to Friday. Blur me~ XP Anyway, we were divided into 2 groups - Group 1 and 2. I was in Group 2 so we had to go to the asthetics room for SFL. This week, we're doing something like Speech and Drama. The instructer was really dramatic and her acting was really very real. Firstly, she asked Ina to go up to the front and started scolding her caz she kept on smiling and laughing. Then I thought "Is she really scolding her or just acting?..." It looked soooo real lor! Then everyone at first thought she was just acting and we all laughed but after that she scolded us too. Then we were confused, shocked and abit frightened. We don't know if she was really scolding or only acting. Then everyone stopped laughing and Ina tried her best to stop smiling. The situation was really tensed when suddenly the instructer said "Relax..." Alamak! Some of us got tricked. She acted really real. After she said "relax", everyone started laughing and same goes for me. I laughed like mad.

Then she started handing us worksheets and all. Then all of us had to go up the front to act out something. - Anything we could think of. Then I acted out a throw basketball scene. LOUSY!!! Actually I wanted to jump when I was shooting the basketball. But I kept laughing and laughing. I don't know why but after I go Secondary school, whenever theres some lessons where I had to go up to the front, I can't stop laughing. I laughed like mad you know?! I can't control my laughter whenever I'm in front of an audience. Its like I have the feeling that so many eyes are staring up at me and I can't let people think I'm nervous or whatever to be up on stage so I just laugh. And when I laugh, I can't stop. Last time I remember when I Primary 5 that time...My chinese teacher tested me oral and in the middle, I suddenly have the urge to laugh but I don't know why...And it was during ORAL EXAMS. Can you imagine that?! Lucky I PSLE never laugh or else I don't know what I should do...

Anyway, we did some reading and then some more reading and more reading. Then we went home. It was quite fun but seriuosly, I laughed until I could laugh no more. And I was exhasuted caz while laughing, some tears formed in my eyes and tears make you sleepy so I quite tired. Then went home with Xin Hui. The End! =D

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~~Friday, February 20, 2009~~

5:07 AM

Yo! My 230th post! ^^ Regine is back from her camp today!!! WOOHOOO!!! Finally! Just now I talked to her on M.S.N. Then she told me that her sister and her sister's friend got free tickets to the compass point! I WANT!!! T_T They were the 233rd early birds and only free tickets for 250 people. Then I don't understand what she saying caz I think she don't understand what I asking either. *sighs* I wanna meet Jiro! T_T Jiro JIRO!!!! JIROOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =( Anyway, today is my father's birthday! I don't know what to give him. As I said, I hate giving boys present caz everything seems too girly for them. -.-" So hard to choose. I rather give him card but I don't know what to write in it. HAIZ....Anyway, tomorrow is Saturday...I should cheer up. But I missed the chance to see JIRO!!! T_T So sad...Cannot cheer up...T_T I want!!! Nvm...Bye peeps.

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4:34 AM

I can't believe 120 hours just passed like that. It's been 5 days but it felt like only a day has past. So fast Friday le. Haiz...And I hope March holidays are coming. I want to stay at my grandmother's house with my cousins again. Haiz...*sighs*...School is boring as usual. My Maths teacher go for NS reservice or whatever thing that its called. Anyway, today we had Band practice and luckily not the Secondary 5 senior teach us one. Is the same as Wednesday that one. Now every Wednesday and Friday need to stay back for band le. T_T 2 days man! The 2 days used to be the can early go home days but now very late then can go home. Just now I went to Band practice with Jia Qing, Xin Hui and Joey. School ended at 12.45pm and our band practice started at 2.30pm so we have very long time to do whatever we want. Then we went Tampines Mart caz at first we wanted to buy bubble tea. But then we couldn't find the bubble tea shop caz we not very familiar with the place. In the end, we bought can drink and I drank WINTERMELON juice. Try it, its nice. =D Then went back school and waited until 2.30pm so that we could go for band practice. Then practice, train, practice, train the clarinet and finally can go home. Btw, thanks Xin Hui for the plaster! ^^ My thumb didn't hurt that much after putting the plaster. Thanks and sorry...Hehe...Bye~

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~~Wednesday, February 18, 2009~~

6:41 AM

Oh ya! Btw, I forgot to tell you guys something. On Tuesday, we had P.E. We played frisbee again! But this time I different group. I with Jia QIng, Ruth and Daryl. -.-" Alamak! He always throw so high expect us how to catch?! Then the first round, we never even scored 1 goal. Lol. Second round we won 3-2. Luckily we won or else play for nothing. But I DO know that winning is NOT everything. =) Anyway, the game quite fun but after that, my stomach suddenly very pain. But is not stomach pain...Is somewhere near the stomach there. Pain like dunno what lor! Then I regretted running too much. But after recess okay le. Haizz...My mouth ulcers hurt! T_T So pain...Need to drink more water! =D Bye!

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6:25 AM

Howdy peepsies! =D Today we had PRACTICAL for home economics. We made "Apple Crumble"! So yummy! Quite fun to make but I don't like the part where we had to peel and cut the apple. Very difficult to do lor! Then when it is in the oven, the smell smelt sooo nice man! Small very applelicious. Then the taste of the apple tasted like the Mac Donald's apple pie. Delicious! T_T Next week don't have practical need to do worksheets. BOOO!!! Not fun one...Lol.

After that I had Band practice. I went to the music room with Jia Qing, Joey, Xin Hui and Ruth to put our bags. OMG!!! We were DAMN lucky that today not the Secondary 5 guy tutoring us. Or else we would've to do push-ups. T_T Instead, an EX-East Springian tutored us and he not fierce at all! ^^ Lucky us! We thought we needed to do push-ups. PHEW!!! But what if this Friday or maybe next Wednesday he come back and teach us how? T_T I don't want!!! He so strict lor! Like teacher like that...Anyway, we went to the "atrum" to practice blowing our clarinets and Xin Hui has cough and sore-throat while I had ulcers and a bit of sore-throat. Then we were sooooo thirsty until I feel that I going die. Like we're in Kalahari or Sahari or Munbai desert like that leh! Once we saw water we wanted to immediately rush to it and pick it up to drink it. Finally band practice over and we went to the vending machine to buy Chrysanthimum (How to spell ar? 0.o) tea packet drink. Once we started drinking it, we were like "WAAHHHH!!! So refreshing!" LOL! As if we almost thirst to death. But it was really very uncomfortable...T_T No water...Imagine if is 3 days, we would have thirst to death! T_T

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6:13 AM

Yesterday I stayed back to watch my class play Captain's Ball. Our class got into the finals for the Captain's Ball inter-house games. GOO GUYS!!! ^^ There's alot of matches and I stayed until 6.00pm. Late right? Caz the game 6.00pm then end. And in the end, our class was 4th. At least not last right? Actually although not very good, but its already very good. Caz some others classes are so pro. So our class can get into the finals already very good. All of the players did very well. So happy for my class. =D I can really imagine that they're so tired caz Erika lie on the table until fall asleep. And it was very sunny and hot but still she can sleep. So pro. Lol, just jk. We tried to wake her up and in the end I shake shake shake her until she wake up. Sorry if I shaked you too hard...Btw, Annabel cannot play caz she sprained her ankle. T_T Without one person, a team is not a team. My inter-house game is not captain's ball so too bad. Mine is Volleyball and floorball. Both I never play before but I hope I won't "hai" the class. Jiayou! GOOGOOGOOOOO!!! Anyway,the match quite nice to watch. After the match, I went home.

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~~Monday, February 16, 2009~~

5:27 AM

Yesterday, which is Sunday, I went out again. This time, we're actually planning to ride the Singapore Flyer with our cousins caz we have free tickets. But when we reached there, all the tickets were already sold out. It appears that there are only 2009 tickets. -.-" And guess what? We wasted $2.40 on the car parking fees but in the end we just went into the rainforest for awhile! Not FUN!!! T_T Then Michelle had to go home caz they had already taken their dinner while we have not. So left my family, along with 2 of my cousins, Bryan and Bryce. We went to a hawker centre in Chinatown to have our dinner. I challenged with my cousin to pay the auntie but he used cheating method. Caz their parents never come and our parents must take care of all of us so they need to pay for their meals. But Bryce and Bryan wanted to ownself pay. And I'm helping my mother. So I holding a $10 waiting for the store owner to come so that I can pay him/her the money. At the same time, Bryce also holding $10 note. Then he cheat one! He walk to the store and a pay the store owner and "BOOM" there goes the challenge. T_T Lol! So I tried many ways to put the money into his pocket.

Anyway, after dinner, we went to walk awhile around the stores. There's this wood clay store that sells handcrafted wood clay. The owner taught us what are the steps to do and he kept saying "very easy" after every sentence. We almost laughed out loud but we tried not to. Then after awhile went back home. Haiz...too bad Michelle was not with us. T_T Nvm, maybe next time. Bye~

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2:18 AM

Continuos of Part 1
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After that, I went to my Grandmother's house. When I reached there, I watched "Monkey King" (Sun Wukong) as I ate dinner. Haizz...That show damn nice..I remember it was one of my favourite when I was young. =) I watched so many times that I can even remember his catchaphrases and the song. But now I kinda forget already la...So long never see. Anyway, we rested for awhile before going downstairs to the CC to play basketball as usual. It was quite fun, at least even more fun then last last week. But it was during Velentine's Day and many people snatched our court. I remember there was 2 idiotic people that made me flare up like mad. And my cousin, Michelle seemed to know them. Both of them were guys and they wanted to act cool so they stand far far away from the post and they threw real hard that each time they threw, the ball bounce off, sometimes hitting us. But they like to act cool so much that the ball very few times went in. SERVES THEM RIGHT!!! Then my cousin and sister kept on helping them retrive their ball and they don't even have MOUTHS to just say THANK YOU!!! >:( They didn't even say sorry when their ball hit us. I kept on saying in my usual voice to my cousin "If hit us I call police ah!" I hope they heard it lor! Act cool buay cool CREATURES!

Got one time almost hit my face lor! But lucky I use hand block and my hand very pain after that. Then one more times hit my foot and they never even say SORRY. So whenever I see the ball coming my way, I just move aside and don't help them take while my cousins and sister became their maid. Keep on helping them lor! At least say sorry and thank you then I help them take. Their lips have super duper ultra glue stuck on it that they cannot open it up ah?! Or they have bad breath?! This I can uderstand la! Hate those 2 irritating guys. -.-" Hope next week won't see them again...

ANYWAY, after what seemed like hours, they finally go away. Then all of a sudden so many people came. In the end, we played bottle-throwing. Then the person scolded us and this was what he said "Ay, ay ay! You think this is what?! Rubbish dump ah?!" Then we stopped throwing and went to play ball. After that my cousin made up funny lines to pretend that he didn't understand that indian guy. LOL! Funny man!!! ^^ Well, I guess it ends here. Cya peeps!~

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~~Saturday, February 14, 2009~~

10:55 PM

Yesterday, Yao Man called me. And guess what? She said her mother allowed her to go anywhere she wanted! So she called and asked me if I wanted to go TM with her. Of course I wanted! Then I asked her if Regine was going. She asked me to call Regine and asked her. After that, Regine said she could pretend to go to Sun Plaza park and secretly go TM for awhile with us. By saying that, I thought she asked her mother already. In the end turn out she haven't! Then her mother say cannot. T_T But later she asked her sister and her sister say let her go awhile till 3.30pm. Then first we went to buy beads at the bead shop and I had difficulty choosing but in the end, I chose some nice colours that I like. =) Then, Yao Man bought her stuff and we went to Sun Plaza park together caz there's nothing to do in TM. We had so much fun over there!

Forgot to tell you. Yao Man and Regine brought their bicycles along and I didn't caz the wheel no air and I don't know how to pump. Anyway, very troublesome also. And Yao Man said she wanted to cycle me but I scared to let her cycle so in the end, I "cycled" her. And we were laughing all the way caz actually, I never cycle at all. We just used our legs to walk while sitting on the bicycles! Then we laughed like mad until we met Regine when she saw us, her facial expression was like 0.o? LOL! Then I sat on Regine's bicycle and she cycled me caz hers was more stable but SCARY. Sometimes look like going to bang into a wall but never. Okay, back to the Sun Plaza Park scene.

When we reached there, the very first thing we did was to PARK THE BICYCLES. (Of course la..=D) Then afetr parking, we went to sit the swing! Swing was my favourite and it will forever be. But I so long never swing that my arm hurt when I swung on the swing yesterday. (Lol.) Then I ownself swing until high high. Yao Man say she don't like swing high but come on! Thats my favourtie part of the swing! HIGH!!!^^ Until fly!~ =D Lol! Then Regine cannot swing herself so Yao Man went to push her. Then later when I came down from the swing, Regine asked me to push her too. Lol...Then later she push me. After that, we went to build some sandcastles!

Firstly, Yao Man wanted something that could fill water but she couldn't find so she went to fill water with her hands. I look around to find anything that could store water and in the end I found a water bottle. Then I saw a cat in the bushes and someone's dog almost fought with the cat. Too bad I was not fast enough to take out my handphone or I would have taken a shot. T_T Never mind. Then we started building some sandcastles. It was damn nice man! I haven't transfer the pictures into my computer. I'll put it up once I transfered it. Yao Man wanted me to send those pictures to her too. While building, I dug my hands deep into the ground and suddenly, I felt something. I began scooping the sand away and in the end, I found a treasure chest and inside was filled with jewels and cash! Then I shared the money with Yao Man and Regine and we became millionaires! (What a sweet dream!~) LIKE REAL!!! Got so lucky one meh? Lol...All I found is a water bottle and inside, there are a few pieces of paper. I used some sticks to dig it out and guess what was written on it?

The first paper, there's some vulgarities so I shan't expose it. The second paper was abit funny. Yao Man, Regine and I laughed. This was what it wrote "If you don't know what's right in your left brain, what's left in your right brain?" LOL!!!^^ Inside, there are still a few pieces of paper and I threw them all away. The bottle can be used to fill MORE water! =D After building our sandcastles, I took some pictures of it. I like our names which was below the sandcastles caz it was be-ew-ti-ful! I'll show you the picture next time. Then Yao Man and I buried the 2 bottles after everything was completed and done. Then we went home, proud of our masterpiece. =D Today, Yao Man called me and said she went to see our masterpiece just now but it was destroyed. T_T We should have put it into a museum! But that was expected anyway...T_T Singaporeans are like that one..They want to leave some space for their work to be put into the museum so they crush our one. So bad! Lol, just jk...

To be continued..(After that I went to my Grandmother's house. =D)

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8:16 PM

Last Saturday I went to my Grandmother's house. As usual, after dinner, we rested for awhile then went downstairs to play basketball at the CC. Last week was not that fun caz we only played for awhile and Michelle don't wanna play anymore. She always starts the fun so it's not fun if she doesn't want to play anymore. Then we all went upstairs caz we no mood to play anymore. It was no fun. We don't know what to do at my grandmother's house so I just on the TV and off the volume. Then I sat there and watch. But I don't know what in the world they're talking about caz I switched off the volume. LOL! Then I started laughing caz my cousin said I pro caz I can watch TV without volume but actually, the truth is I just see their facial expressions. 0.0 ^^ Lol. Then after awhile more of boredom, we went back home. Very little people took my father's car this time. In the end, the car only have like about 5 people. Aaron, Melvin, Dawn, my father and me. He wanted to send Aaron home first before sending us home. And guess what? When we reached the highway, my father was driving and his car tyre suddenly punctured. OMG! Then he got down to check. But he can't stop at the highway so he dragged his car until the bottom there were there were lesser cars and he called his friend for help.

Suddenly, the car was surrounded by that gaseous smell. It smelled like poisonous gas and he told us to get off the car to the path were it is safe. Then he started changing car tyre. Aaron and my sister took out their handphones and started snapping pictures while I stood there and see them. I couldn't take any caz my handphone was abit spoilt. My sister take until halfway and suddenly her handphone out of battery. So that left us with Aaron. He told us he will send us the pictures at M.S.N but until now he haven't. When he does I'll post it up. =D While my father was trying to change the punctured tyre, I was very worried for him caz there were many cars passing by and I was afraid they would hit him. He put the small triangular thing on the floor to warn the cars to stay away. Melvin and I felt cold caz it was windy at night but I felt more worried than cold. Finally, my father's friend arrived in his TAXI. He like very hyper like that and went to help my father. I felt less worried by that.

It took like about half and hour to fix finish the wheel and it was going to be 1 soon. After that, my father thanked his friend and go separate ways. I reached home at like about 1+. Wait till Aaron send me the photos and I'll post them on my blog. Stay tuned for more updates. =) Bye!~

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~~Thursday, February 12, 2009~~

6:58 AM

HI people! This is my 220th post. Great achievements yea? =D Today we had normal lessons. And the period I've been most afraid of today - English. Need to present in front of the whole class. I thought I already talk very loud but Miss Fardyana said that she couldn't hear me at all. Before that was Faith TAN's turn. So many people support her man! Cheers! ^^ She very funny...Dunno why...Then later we had Geography test and the last question was quite, very, maybe, dunno difficult. (Let's just choose the "quite". =D) After Geography we had SFL lessons where the History fieldtrip started. There's something BAD that happened in between and I DON'T wanna talk about it.

Anyway, we took our bags and went down to the Foyer and later we took our bags up again to the classroom to put. -.-" Waste our time...And then we went back downstairs to the Foyer and waited for awhile until we could go up the bus. I sat with Jennet on the bus and she sat inside, I sat outside. Then she kept asking me to change place with her but I don't dare caz the guide very fierce. She say she wanted to talk to Sherel. (Sorry if I spell wrong your name!) Then I very bored during the bus ride....*Yawns*...

When we reached the museum, we were divided into groups and we went in group by group. The guide guided us through the trip, telling us about some historical things. We went to see the so called "crocodile fish" or "dragon fish" first. Although it looks scary, it looks quite cool...But imagine if you see that creature in water you'll be paralysed with fear and you'll be sinking down, down, down to the bottom. 0.0 Then we went up to see many more things. There's this section on historical instruments. The guide say it belongs to the Percussion group. The one that consist of mainly drums and all. She said that there's a spirit living inside the insturments and if you somehow step or walk over it, the spirit inside will get abit angry. So must becareful not to step over those ancient instruments. =D

Next we went to see some of the ancient gods statues and sculptures. Some are quite interesting. But at the ending part, I felt very bored and tired that I could no longer concentrate. Also, my legs were feeling quite tired caz we've been standing for hours...I think...Finally we could go back out and back onto the bus. This time I sat inside and Jennet sat outside caz I told her I would let her sit ouside. Then she kept on talking and playing with Faith and Sherel. She totally finds me invisible but that doesn't matter. As I said, I hate my new friends. Then I sat there enjoying the sceneries, thinking about whether I'm going to have fun playing with my cousins the day after tomorrow. Haiz....so tired. When we reached school, we quickly went up to the classroom to take our bags. Then I walk with XIn Hui to the bus stop.

The bus came quite fast...At keast faster than last time. We hop onto the bus and finally, I reached home. I felt so tired after the trip man! I wished I could just lie on one of the fluffy white clouds in the sky. Haiz...hopefully someday my wish could come true...=)

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~~Wednesday, February 11, 2009~~

5:50 AM

Bonjour!

Yesterday forgot to tell you all something. Our class had an inter-class game tournament yesterday. Captain's Ball. I think we won in the end. I'm not sure caz I only stayed back to see the first round then I felt so tired and sleepy I went home.

Anyway, today I had Band practice. Jia QIng managed to change her instrument from sexaphone to percussion! Percussion is my favourite insturment! But I don't dare say so caz last time I saw nobody playing it...Only guys. So I thought only guys can play it. That insturment damn cool lor! The sound it makes, cool. The way you play it, cool. The way you hit it when you swing your drumsticks, cool. Everything about it is just so cool! Caz its used for those kind of rock-and-roll songs. Last time Jiro acted in a drama also have that one. Not just that, I love electronic guitar too! But I feel that the percussion is easier and nicer to play lah...The electronic guitar also damn cool! Jiro played it in the drama he acted in. He looked really cool thats why I changed target to him. But that doesn't mean the others are not. They ROCK as much too. ^^ Anyway, today practiced playing the clarinet. (Still feeling that Jia Qing very lucky can get into percussion...) But I was thinking of whether to change but I think better not caz some of the nerves in my body likes the clarinet better. 0.0 Lol...Then practice and practice. Last week I cannot blow because of my painful ulcer. This week go away le but I think still coming back caz I play the clarinet keep on bitting my lips bit until pain. T_T

Finally I could play the clarinet and I have my very own one in the music room cardboard. But sometimes can play sometimes cannot. And playing the clarinet is not that easy. Its 100 times harder than the recorders in Primary school. T_T So many fingerings! Then very hard to blow too. We went to the spiral staircase there to practice. Theres this secondary 5 senior, he very strict man! He say if next week we cannot play one note, he will make us do 5 push-ups. T_T This week then I can play leh! Last week I blow no sound. But can't blame me too...Caz I have ulcer. i hope next week don't have ulcer caz if have then cannot blow liao...If cannot blow surely die. One thing bad about playing WINDWOOD (Ps...Tian Yan I today then know what is WINDWOOD...Just take of the question mark in the reply on the tagboard...Hehe...) is that you need to share saliva if theres not enough instruments and we did that for the last two or three weeks. Then today I shared mine with...aiya nvm la...Don't say la..Makes me wanna puke.

The good news is that next week we'll be doing practical for Home Econs again! WOOHOO! I love cooking and baking man! Especially baking. The smell smell so nice...Haizz...T_T One more bad news is that tomorrow have Geography test. Hopefully can get FULL marks! =D Cya!~ ^^

Expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, February 10, 2009~~

4:08 AM

Howdy! ^^ Today school was okay...like any other days...Just that I still miss my old friends and buds. T_T Especially people like Regine, Yao Man, Kai Jun, Wendy and so on...Actually, I miss the whole class. I miss 6.8, teachers and TNPS. ARGH!!!!! So stressed...I don't quite like my class. Although sometimes very funny...I don't like...haiz, nvm.. Anyway, today first 2 periods we had P.E. It was quite fun caz we get to play frisbee. I play until look like mad person. My hair become so messy. Lol! Then next 2 periods was Maths. Funny teacher again! He taught us what is apple + apple = 2 apples. -.-" Lol..NAH! Just kidding...Actually he really have teach la..Anyway, next was music. I kinda scared music period caz if I forgot to bring anything, need to donate 50 cents to class funds. T_T So expensive! Like that left with $2 only leh! Nvm...A dollar still counts. =D Then we had English and tomorrow need to practice oral in front of the whole class. Need to go to the front of the classroom and read out the paragraph which we written on our own. I tried to make the paragraph shorter. At least if at our seats then would not so embarrassing..But need to go right up to the front of the whole classroom with each person 2 eyes stare at you. So scary man! Then we had MT test or something. Quite hard...Alot of words don't know how to read. And, like I have said, our Chinese teacher teach not good. Miss Liu teach better but now cannot be taught by her le..Unless we become one year younger which I don't really want caz need to retake PSLE although can be in the same school and class as my friends. By the way, I almost forgot to tell you something. This Thursday we'll be having an EXCURSION! Haven't had that for months. Lol. But I wish Yao Man or Regine was there. T_T Last time when have excursions, I always partner with Yao Man. Now cannot liao..T_T Anyway, we'll be going to a MUSEUM! Cool eh?! I rarely been to museums. =D And by the way, just to remind myself, tomorrow have band practice. Jy to the seniors! Hope they win...Although I don't know when is the tournament...Well, I guess that's all for now..BYE! ^^

Expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Monday, February 9, 2009~~

4:20 AM

Yo! Whats up?! Long time no see. =D This Saturday was not a very good day either. Firstly, I went to buy the materials for the project. After that went home quite early. Next, I went to my grandmother's house and as usual, we played basketball. Why did he do that? Why didn't he do that?! So bad lah! My sister also like that...T_T Think I'm what...don't care them la...(Understand what I'm saying? 0.0) Only I understand...deep deep below my heart. I'll do the same to them as well....Hao xin mei hao bao! None of them are good! Never mind, you don't know what I'm talking about anyway, do ya? No right? Caz I don't too....But I know that I do understand what I'm talking about but I just don't wanna say it out and type it out so I write in an understandable manner so that you won't understand and I pretent I don't understand too when actually I do understand but it's just that I DON'T WANNA SAY IT ALOUD!!! T_T

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LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!! Why am I laughing (LOL!) ? It's NOT funny! I'm not joking! >:( Well, maybe I am...=) You don't know me, and I won't know you....

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~~Friday, February 6, 2009~~

6:09 AM

Hi all. Haizz...I just love Fridays. ^^ It gives me warmth and comfort and most of all, it gives me the feeling that tomorrow no school don't need wake up so early. But most IMPORTANTLY, I will be going to my Grandmother's house on Saturdays! Doesn't it just ROX man?! Anyway, tomorrow morning I'll be meeting Syaza at TM to buy materials for the Maths project. I hate going out so early to a place I've never been before but never mind...-.-" The other group members like don't need go like that and I feel that it's unfair. Just now Syaza kept on calling me. Everythng keep on asking me..Haiz...No offence, I just saying...I think until my mind going explode. T_T Miss 6.8...Miss TNPS...Miss all teachers and their scoldings...Miss all my old buddies...T_T I don't quite like my class...All my friends are okay..Just that I feel quite leftout especially when I go recess with Germaine and Jennet. They two keep on talking and laughing with Faith and the others and I just sit there, dunno what to say. Then everything they like do together never ask me come along. So lonely...T_T But I got used to it liao...

All these reminded me of when I was in Primary 1 and was new at school. Everything I do alone. I remember...The very first day of orentation, I was so afraid to be in a new surroundings that when I was told to go to my class and my parents were to proceed in the hall, I felt scared and I cried like dunno what. Now if you mention that to me, my face become tomato ah! So embarrassing man!!! T_T Then first day of school I suddenly become very brave. Second day of school leh? During silent reading time I suddenly think about my family and I cry like dunno what...And F.Y.I, crying does not mean that I'm EMO!!! I hate it when people call others EMO. It's like...so what like that...Nobody is an EMO...Or maybe everyone...If its for like those who anyhow threaten you say they want to go jump down from building like that ah, its acceptable to call them EMO la...But if they only like cry like that arh, not call EMO already what! Unless they take knife cut their own wrists...

I don't like secondary school. When you turn one corner, hear the word EMO. EMO is so commonly use in secondary school lor! I hate it! Can't we just be like normal? Haizz...so irritating man! Secondary school life is sooo stressful! So many problems man! Most common ones are friendship problems. Speaking of that, I kinda feel sorry for one of my friends. She like being leftout by her other friends, like me like that lah...But can't blame them la...Can't blame her also lah...Aiya! Can't blame anyone lah! Haizz...Secondary school life so boring..so stressful...not fun at all except when our funny Maths teacher tells a joke in class and MUAHAHAHAHA!!! So funny! ^^ I just like my old friends better than the new ones. Miss all of them soo much....T_T So lonely in sec school...so tired...........

Expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Thursday, February 5, 2009~~

10:30 PM

Bonjour!~

Today we watched two movies. One was during the two-period English lessons and the other one was during the three-period SFL lessons. Until now, I still don't know what SFL means and what we are supposed to do during SFL. Last few weeks was class decorating competition. But after the competition, SFL periods like nothing to do like that. Oh well, nvm. Let's get back to topic. =D The movie we watched during English period was titled "Hairspray". It was okay...So parts were quite funny. And I think tomorrow we'll continue to watch it caz today haven't watch finish. And guess where we're watching the movie? In an air-con room! SO SHUANG! Actually it's the dance room. But caz our class speaker got problem and haven't got repaired, we watched the show in the dance room. The show was okay... (Opps...did I just repeated it?...Nvm...) But some parts funny until we laugh like mad. Then behind part like abit boring le. It was about a fat girl who wanted to make her dreams come true or something. And her dream was to be in this dancing show. She wanted to be famous and she loves to sing and dance. And you know what?! Almost the whole show was full of singing and dancing. There was bad people too, of course. In every show, there will be bad people or bullies, or else not fun to watch le...Then the fat girl named Tracy kept on dancing and singing and shaking her butt. I was like 0.0?! LOL! Anyway, move on to the second movie.

The title of the second movie is "The Ron Clark Story". Actually I kinda wonder...I thought all movies lasts for 2 hours? Why this one only 1 hour +? But never mind...It was quite fun to watch anyway. There was this part that was so touching I almost cried but lucky never. But that part was very short. It was when the "gangster kid" got beaten up by a "ganster adult". He had bruises everywhere and the nose was bleeding or something. That scene was quite dark so I cannot see properly. I cannot every hear what he was saying at that point caz he was in tears and when he spoke, it was a bit unclear. Anyway, the story was about this teacher. He went into this gangster school and inside like only have 2 classes. One is the angelic one and the other is the ganstaz type one. And of course, you can see the difference. The gangstaz one their results BAD until like dunno what and the good class, their results very good. Then the teacher, named Mr Clark went into the school. He saw a kid fighting with a teacher. The principal like very "Kana sai" like that. He's very lucky to have someone good who wanna be a teacher in his school and he was like "Go Away" or something. Okay, anyway, Mr Clark wanted to teach the bad class and he was VERY confident that he could help them realise their dreams.

The very first time he went to teach the class. Everybody was ignoring him as if they were in a ganghouse and all of them ruled the classroom. All of them wanted him to leave. Then Mr Clark was like "Oh gosh!" There was one time, he even wanted to give up teaching the class but luckily have one woman "pei" him and encouraged him not to give up. Then his class was like so exciting! There was one time he bought dozens of chocolate milk and lined them all over his table. He told the class. If all of you could keep quiet and listen while I teach, every 15 seconds, I'll drink a bottle of chocolate milk. (Not those water bottle kind of bottle lah...those small small type one..you know that one made of paper or something..) Then the class was like "Chey!...Or whatever"....I also thought "What the?! Why he get to drink?" Then he continued his sentence "You might even get to see me PUKE." Then of course they all want la! They all keep very quiet you know?! He so creative man! But I don't think in the end he have puke lah....He GOING to puke le...Then the movie continue and everyday was like some children very bad, some beginning to get good. In the end, everyone in the class likes him. There was this very very bad girl who even beg the principal not to fire him. The principal very what leh...He have no FAITH in that class...Like he don't believe they can do it. Then there was once Mr Clark had a flu or something and he teach halfway, he suddenly fainted. If it was last time, all the children surely laugh and joke about, don't care him and just leave him there. But this time, all crowd around and called out "Mr Clark! Mr Clark!" Lol...Then he was sent to hospital.

That Mr Clark damn clever man! He like can predict what will happen next and before he went to teach the class. He ask that woman to help him tape what he's gonna teach for that whole day man! Then he said "Doesn't mean I'm not here, I can't see you." Then he really know what the children are gonna do next leh! One kid, who always like to sit on the table and face the back and put his legs one the chair like ganster style. He even know he was gonna do that when he not around then he asked him to turn around leh! Even though he was taping it at his own home, he knows all the children inside out! I was shocked man! After that he came back to school to teach and blah blah bla...In the end, all the children passed and all of them graduated. Haiz....What a great teacher! It was like IMPOSSIBLE you know?! But he can really change them. And all of them like him. What a nice movie!

I think if have chance I'll go internet and watch. Kks, I think thats all for now, folks! Bye~ ^^

Expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Wednesday, February 4, 2009~~

6:06 AM

Quiz Time!
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Quiz Instructions:

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Okay, sure, no problem, of course, yeah, yipee, yay, MOST CERTAINLY!

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Love the word "Da Bian".

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? I dunno. =P

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? To live lah! Alamak!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? To die is to fly.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Ask them, don't ask me.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? Whether to talk or not.

WHAT IS 2+2? It's 10! - 8 = 2!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Fun and funny

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? He / She is a human - being.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? A story about my life. 0.0

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? I want to be dead!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Their child?

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Hip - Hop and Techno! (Like Real...)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Sad, sad song like the one you are listening to now. (My blog song la...)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Retupmoc. =D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? Fun and funny.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? Something WORST that can happen.

HOW WILL YOU DIE? In a coffin with a funeral. -.-

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? I regret doing this quiz.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? HAHAHAHAHA!!! This. (Actual answer: Fahrenheit)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? BOOHOO! You.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? Hopefully not. Its expensive! =D LOL!

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? Something scary.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? I dunno. =P

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? I hope I've never been born to this dangerous world.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? My eyes - for seeing this quiz too long. My hands - for typing to long.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? A post.

Tagged by: Jaslin

Tell the world:
1: T
2: E
3: L
4: L

5: T
6: H
7: E

8: W
9: O
10: R
11. L
12. D

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5:27 AM

Howdy! Today we had Home Econs! And guess what we cooked? Actually, I also don't know what we cooked...Erm...I think its either Muffins or Cupcakes. Wait I'll go check...AHA! Its cupcakes! And the name is called Chocolate Rice Cupcakes. Sounds yummy eh? Lol, yeah! This time round was quite fun. At least better than last time. That one the teacher very fierce and keep on rushing us. Somemore we only get to cook the filling. This time round we get to mix the flour with eggs and whatever... Our Home Econs teacher change le. Although she is older than the previous one, she more lenient. Anyway, it was quite fun mixing the flour and all those. And the smell was soooo fragrant! Then when we took it out, it was HOT and CRISPY. ^^ At home I tried it and it was quite nice. Then today we earlier than our Maths teacher again! WOOHOOO! He clap hands to congratulate us. Caz Maths was the last period so when the bell rang, my Maths teacher still teaching then the whole class kept on saying "Thank you Mr Sim. Thank You Mr Sim....." (Blah blahbla....) Then he look at us like "Haizz...This class ah...." Then I keep on laughing.

Oh ya! And today I also went to the dentist. OMG! Damn painful man! Then the taste was like "EWWWW!!!" Then after that when I came out of the dental "clinic", I smell like the rubber gloves dentists wear. 0.0 So disgusting! And you know what?! Our dental "clinic" is in a gigantic mini bus. LOL! It's like a bus la, but inside, instead of seats and the wheel for driving, everything is dental things. I first time go in and I was like, WA! I thought and imagined the place to be dark like in a bus and the dentist would be a psycho. Lucky not like that or else everybody die. After that was recess and I was like 5 mins late for recess. But YAY! At least can skip a bit of MT lessons.

After school I needed to stay back for band practice. I'm still trying to get the hang of the Clarinet but whenever I blow, my lip hurts because of my stewpit mouth ulcer. OMG so pain! So I couldn't blow. Then as usual, sit there hear them practice. But today the teacher seemed to be in a good mood. He kept on joking but still have scold la. Then today he let all the Secondary 1 students off early. He finally see our innocent faces sitting there do nothing, waiting for the band practice to end. PHE YEW! Then he even said "Sec 1 students, do your want to go home? Sorry ah, I don't have time for your. Who want to go can go. I won't scold your one. Actually ah, I WON'T scold people one ah...I very good one..." (Something like that...) After he said he WON'T scold people, everybody laugh. Caz we know its LIKE REAL. I also laugh like mad. And so, today we went home earlier than usual! WOOHOO! YIPEEE!!! YAHOOO!!! He let us of at about 5. So we all took the chance and faster shoo la! Of course...Then I reached home like at about 5+. =D Break record. LOL. Kks, cya soon. Sayonara!~

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~~Tuesday, February 3, 2009~~

5:42 AM

Toda we learnt how to spin plates during P.E. It was quite fun but I like juggling more. But spinning plates was fun too. =) I personally feel that juggling is easier. After spinning the plates my hand very "suan". And the plates keep on dropping all over the place and when it drops, the "BOOM" sound very loud and noisy. But spinning plates the tricks are easier to accomplish then the juggling. Then when I succeeded in spinning the plates, I want to do the tricks that time, the plate stop spinning. Alamak! Then sometimes can spin sometimes cannot. I dunno how to train spinning plates at home. Caz we don't have those kind of sticks and plates. And by the way, tomorrow we're gonna cook again! I wonder what this time...And, Fahrenheit's NEW ALBUM is released! (Without me knowing only until now...T_T) I BETRAYED THEM!!! T_T Sorry, I don't mean to! *Sobs...* How come I don't know leh?....Never mind. Caz I know of one website called....YOUTUBE!!! =D I can watch all their NEW MVs! ^^ I'll go watch now. Cya tomorrow! Bye!~ Sayonara ~ =)

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5:35 AM

Hey people! I long time never post le. Now listening to all the NEW Fahrenheit songs. I long time never listen le. I also only recently found out they have new songs from last last Saturday when my aunt on the TV. Now I must download all their new songs le. The only problem is I don't know what is ALL of their NEW songs. If you guys happn to know about it, please do tell me. Thanka you! =D Btw, what I said really came through. Fahrenheit's December concert is on Youtube! WOOHOOOOO!!!! Can watch le!!! ^^ Thank you to the one who uploaded it! Haizz...Nice song...=) Anyway, this is my 210th post. Haiz...tomorrow have to stay back for band. Sure come home very late one...T_T I hope their tournament ends soon and we will win. If not the band teacher surely will become stricter. Jiayous everybody! ^^ Cya~

Expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Sunday, February 1, 2009~~

7:13 AM

Yo! Yesterday I went to my Ahma's house. I thought we would be playing basketball again, as usual. But, my sister said she didn't want to go and I had to bring my brother go. Then when we reached there, we found out that two of our cousins were not going caz they went to their other relatives house. The ball we played with was usually using theirs so we couldn't play if they didn't come. In the end, we played Majong. Me, Michelle, Aaron and Melvin. ( Lol, notice Aaron and Melvin sounded like Arron and Calvin? I got mixed up last time when my cousin called their names and I thought my cousin knows the band Fahrenheit too.^^) We anyhow play one lah...Then later Aaron very bored so he quit and went to play Maple. After that, two of my cousins came and they watched Aaron play Maple. Then later Michelle and I wanted to tickle Melvin so I held on to his legs and Michelle tickled him. Later all my other cousins joined in and Melvin suddenly shouted "Pain, pain, pain!" Then later they all backed out and Melvin cried. I thought he was pretending but it was real. Caz I was the one who hold his legs so they all blamed me except for Michelle. I mean, WHAT THE?! Then later he went around beating people especially me. He even hit Aaron, who was trying to record down "me bullying Melvin". So he was sort of like helping Melvin but that silly boy go and beat him. Hao xin mei hao bao! Then later Melvin chased me all over the place and Michelle tried to help me. In the end, she got involved too and Melvin hit her and me. My whole arm was red and so was Michelle's. Later the two of them quarreled. Then quarrel until very big. (I no mood to say le...) Quarrel until everybody not happy. Melvin even said Michelle was a "Si Zhu". (Dead pig..) So rude man!!! Then later go home time they apologised to each other. Haizz...I hope next week we'll be playing basketball. I'm like so totally addicted to it. Just now I even went to play basketball with Jaslin, Seshma, my sister and Seshma's sister. They two friends and gang gang hao Seshma and I also friends. Play until my leg got blister. So pain! Kk, talk tomorrow. Bye!~^^

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