I'm sooooo bored! WEE!~ To refresh some memories, I went back to the very first blog I created about the birthday bash at my classmate's condo. While reading, I gathered some funny memories and I remembered how fun it was last time. Last time have so much life. Now I feel sooo lifeless. I suddenly feel like I want to sit in a hot air balloon which carries me around the world in a thousand years to explore from up there, in the sky. I suddenly feel that I need more peace and fun then sadness and pain. To speak the truth, I hate to talk. And right now, I don't even understand what I'm talking about but I want to express it all out. CRY IT ALL OUT but I can't seem to find my tears. Where are they and where am I?...........